'Proper Post'

LOL, by popular demand i'm here to do a proper post. lol, actually only 1 person really bothered to jack me about it.

anyway. work sucks. seriously. 1st time i've got to worry about some stupid presentation that i've no idea how to do. during the holidays no less. crapppyyyyy.

alrite done with the proper post.

good nite guys. comment more. =D

Week 1

CRAZY PEOPLE, CRAZY ATTACHMENT.

i shall do a proper post soon, got some thoughts i need to put to words.

lol, the photos are edited by kelyn that's why i appear to have go skin.

=D

Words

been looking at people using extremely strong words lately, emotionally charged period of time.

2 positive words has less impact as compared to 2 negative words that form a positive thing.

anything is possible.

nothing is impossible.

i'm weird. lol.

Worth.

for all it's worth, i tried my best. i've come to understand it was never meant to be. forget it baby.

that's all.

back to square 1. but it's a whole new board.

lol.

Working OUT

i have 2 desires now.

no. 1: I WANT TO KNOW YOU!

no. 2:NICE TONE BODY!

that's all for today.

cardio+gym=hot bod.

reduce intake, increase output. that's the way to go.

White sand.

national day, was spent at sentosa!

finally got the much desired trip to sentosa. lol. up to my expectations, babes, sun, sand, ball. fun. =D

i'm burnt.

loving it. i'm gonna try and make it a consistent thing. 1st thing 1st. couple of things on the agenda.

1) buy volleyball
2) find beach goin khakis(not very hard by my opinion)
3) learn how to play beach volleyball properly
4) get a body that'll make those beach hunks jealous.

that's about it. lol.

good times.

Wilting Dreams

although this few days my thinking and emotional state seem to have to taken a space shuttle and flew all the way up, i see people around me sink like rocks to the bottom of the sea.

it saddens me, damping my spirits slightly. i see couples breaking up all over the place. i see friends in denial of the situation they're in, blaming others instead of looking forward. i see friends feeling so upset and down that they can simply just die of sadness. i see friends become so fustrated with others they are probably tearing hair out their scalps.

why? it seems to be a cruel joke of life. never are we all happy or all sad. you'll get people in such low emotional state that even if the happiest thing happened to you, you feel reluctant to share for fear of causing more sadness or just because you know the person won't appreciate that gesture of goodwill.

when we are feeling so upset, you see others having the time of their life, you feel so jealous, so upset, so angry that why do others get to enjoy life, while you, of all people, you have to endure such pain and agony.

i've been on both sides. i know how it feels.

it saddens me. to see such signs.

as much as i like to help everyone, i'm powerless in face of such overwhelming odds. i can only advise and guide, let them figure out how they can survive this low point in their life. look forward and walk on, or you'll sink.

okay, now that i've got that off my chest, i'm feeling much more enlightened. i know what i should do, or rather what i shouldn't do.

i am going to do my best. it is make or break.

good luck guys. see you on the other side.

smile! have faith!