tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24680987333479957562024-03-14T01:17:02.999+08:00Death is just another big adventure!Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.comBlogger46125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-49315788783398328362009-08-17T23:38:00.003+08:002009-08-17T23:41:54.643+08:00Off to a losing startwoah. feels like yrs since i last blogged. haha. guess i just needed somewhere to rant abit.<br /><br />hahaha. since i know she'll be reading this, i'll write some stuff. 7mths and counting. achievement baby. let's go further. =)<br /><br />school sucks, ngoh sucks especially. hahaha.<br /><br />okay.<br /><br />this is going nowhere. hahaha.<br /><br />i guess i'll stop here. continue later. see if any inspiration comes to me. practise my typing more. =D<br /><br />fear of cha shao bao. lol.<br /><br />cheers.<br /><br />btw, pool lost their 1st match of the season. big fat slap in the face. good! means we'll do better from here on.Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-33184601592611947622009-01-09T01:32:00.002+08:002009-01-09T01:35:00.725+08:00Passionpassion is scary. it can be overwhelming, overbearing but at the same time it can motivate, drive people to greater realms of achievement.<br /><br />passion for all.<br /><br />the passion to love, to hate.<br /><br />lol.Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-46411680899297415532009-01-04T17:14:00.000+08:002009-01-04T17:15:30.220+08:00Newsi wanna scream out loud. lol.Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-59508936027149353062008-12-30T23:21:00.002+08:002008-12-30T23:35:25.824+08:00Photos<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi32ST_0sTBw4iCjOW6b0KYANB7e0oWu6zQ6QYLw2pUmLFbL0XkutLhJZro0ByETv0IhOW9WOV7xnZFYd_3WgOZB6_393gsXa80cebzk5ceE0LP_XxZ2jNd82hyphenhyphensWKwliNOE3-RN1w4Z3E/s1600-h/photo+1128.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi32ST_0sTBw4iCjOW6b0KYANB7e0oWu6zQ6QYLw2pUmLFbL0XkutLhJZro0ByETv0IhOW9WOV7xnZFYd_3WgOZB6_393gsXa80cebzk5ceE0LP_XxZ2jNd82hyphenhyphensWKwliNOE3-RN1w4Z3E/s320/photo+1128.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5285605013337160354" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhaOQGn1ad5oIazsSt06L25k_hxroeuov6_vqfVMBBgIqLIBbD0i2ScHMv2fTvG90nBBZysAkX8JkoS3ft3ptEjtynMWjRfMpwfM3Vq1kbsvgaWbC7H-jGrI_B3fEiV64wCeM2VwAp4QFQ/s1600-h/photo+1127.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhaOQGn1ad5oIazsSt06L25k_hxroeuov6_vqfVMBBgIqLIBbD0i2ScHMv2fTvG90nBBZysAkX8JkoS3ft3ptEjtynMWjRfMpwfM3Vq1kbsvgaWbC7H-jGrI_B3fEiV64wCeM2VwAp4QFQ/s320/photo+1127.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5285605008980709442" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi0A_0mMnNEbu5T8wPceUqzM3lKaOXHaU2zREgIlj4bup0VTVzO7In_SBTXMfydlQOggezutrXPwKEKkqH2CPfJpPQ1riXimWCA47OmiZ-wRBLcEwNm9pvtYhsV3neczWmw6y4wWjVpJCI/s1600-h/photo+1124.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi0A_0mMnNEbu5T8wPceUqzM3lKaOXHaU2zREgIlj4bup0VTVzO7In_SBTXMfydlQOggezutrXPwKEKkqH2CPfJpPQ1riXimWCA47OmiZ-wRBLcEwNm9pvtYhsV3neczWmw6y4wWjVpJCI/s320/photo+1124.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5285605001944839234" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhUPPhl5mtHN0DIRuYoctTGzgSPJdk-uxbwpp9EEZERTRZ63JHHT90ZFnxI5JkdpBlEisBpM50O7mN5xdd7wkgmcD5X-cQP9FVrvgBj4L2BspEZSqAQlblvDhfqmSr91qWZVa8AJuSPQ-s/s1600-h/photo+1123.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhUPPhl5mtHN0DIRuYoctTGzgSPJdk-uxbwpp9EEZERTRZ63JHHT90ZFnxI5JkdpBlEisBpM50O7mN5xdd7wkgmcD5X-cQP9FVrvgBj4L2BspEZSqAQlblvDhfqmSr91qWZVa8AJuSPQ-s/s320/photo+1123.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5285604992136982690" border="0" /></a><br />this photos are up for your own interpretation. lol.<br />okay enough of the gay stuff. let's move on to something different.<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCr1blDapNeNSP1qxriZbEYLCgdJfZ24xd3j0w5AfVnDusr00qDY_PgMYcxLVHTX5Lk-chBiuPkGR468q_nDFMrJ5x_pK-nUCPPQD4WdwsIEfVRIORXmYSwyhvwFkmRtdn7y7yWTaxxTU/s1600-h/photo+1130.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCr1blDapNeNSP1qxriZbEYLCgdJfZ24xd3j0w5AfVnDusr00qDY_PgMYcxLVHTX5Lk-chBiuPkGR468q_nDFMrJ5x_pK-nUCPPQD4WdwsIEfVRIORXmYSwyhvwFkmRtdn7y7yWTaxxTU/s320/photo+1130.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5285606378763515010" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_p5iQaAzoTm2OViOyADapPLY3ThtV41dOxoYVmrx8nIjCxDAjEmvx1N9pSpqtX3LjnLDdxdXUD_3i-xSGEtXKj4dS94mI_ZaiYkHKGt4b3Yr_afFFyvVdu2p0RUtTjoM71l2CPiPD6ZI/s1600-h/photo+1111.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_p5iQaAzoTm2OViOyADapPLY3ThtV41dOxoYVmrx8nIjCxDAjEmvx1N9pSpqtX3LjnLDdxdXUD_3i-xSGEtXKj4dS94mI_ZaiYkHKGt4b3Yr_afFFyvVdu2p0RUtTjoM71l2CPiPD6ZI/s320/photo+1111.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5285606372503197058" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJUsFu2WUEdpXAxvocCa2aI3bqV9Xdk-kVHcxDWg_YaRIWlLgPAWjry2AL1fDlPERqwysXBPp2HAA6E6D3BeCHgbj9aW4O-16FGaZBuX1VR9xHOjXFgLVwSfUqQVHVBw1a4ZHdO1Y90vQ/s1600-h/photo+1129.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJUsFu2WUEdpXAxvocCa2aI3bqV9Xdk-kVHcxDWg_YaRIWlLgPAWjry2AL1fDlPERqwysXBPp2HAA6E6D3BeCHgbj9aW4O-16FGaZBuX1VR9xHOjXFgLVwSfUqQVHVBw1a4ZHdO1Y90vQ/s320/photo+1129.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5285606375252482050" border="0" /></a><br />ending the post with yowrenn's butt. lol.<br />we're done. david. u seriously shld change your bedsheets. you have no idea what's on it.Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-713460477774159242008-12-17T02:48:00.000+08:002008-12-17T02:50:15.869+08:00Resolutionit's that time of the yr again. that time where it's time to find time to set our resolution for the new year. lol.<br /><br />i know what i want. easy.<br /><br />done.Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-61399048817155755412008-11-19T02:30:00.003+08:002008-11-21T05:16:04.354+08:00Quotes<p><span class="text">"When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us." - </span><br /> <span class="text"> -- <b>Helen Keller</b></span></p><p>meaningful. found it on a certain someone's blog.<br />applies to a certain someone. you know who you are. lol.</p><p>shipdrawing sucks. i discovered that i have this obsession with red. an indecent obsession. crappy stuff, damn i need a life.</p><p> </p><p><span class="text">"A man can be happy with any woman as long as he does not love her." - </span><br /> <span class="text"> -- <b>Oscar Wilde</b></span></p>Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-16191913631887944182008-11-13T19:45:00.001+08:002008-11-13T19:46:38.893+08:00Stupid<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKUsYJ1OJ3NK3NI8rN-W6x40m2ypLZ1NQR5juATWoCXq6CxFsHJPtdE_BYcxqpU80dBuoghxgeoA8_hlbLB-gHgDF6QAphTbJ2O5PZmurygoDCE-g23EyiT0UGT1Ff81q8Q6sDtBunrtI/s1600-h/stupidshit.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKUsYJ1OJ3NK3NI8rN-W6x40m2ypLZ1NQR5juATWoCXq6CxFsHJPtdE_BYcxqpU80dBuoghxgeoA8_hlbLB-gHgDF6QAphTbJ2O5PZmurygoDCE-g23EyiT0UGT1Ff81q8Q6sDtBunrtI/s320/stupidshit.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268107016833519890" border="0" /></a><br />apparently i'm level 99 stupid. wtf. LOL!Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-52992636163411683982008-11-13T10:17:00.001+08:002008-11-13T10:17:26.753+08:00Quantamdepressed shit.Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-52616131107640358482008-11-09T00:17:00.001+08:002008-11-09T00:18:30.854+08:00AssFuck YOU UNDERSTAND! <br /><br />needed to vent my fustration somewhere.Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-84589857184094936842008-10-28T14:27:00.000+08:002008-10-28T14:28:08.846+08:00<object height="344" width="425">enjoy. <param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/gtYI94_FyXM&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/gtYI94_FyXM&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" height="344" width="425"></embed></object>Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-45405905304237978342008-10-23T00:52:00.002+08:002008-10-23T00:53:16.680+08:00Fucked upfucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. <br /><br />rantings of a pissed guy.Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-1063111317587670782008-10-16T05:13:00.003+08:002008-10-16T05:25:19.181+08:00Lifei'm considering this very carefully. i'm thinking it through right now. i know it won't be easy and i'll be sacrificing a significant portion of my life, freedom and time. i've decided.<br /><br />the next step of my life.<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/FdDqSvJ6aHc&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/FdDqSvJ6aHc&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/tjZW4z9zqqY&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/tjZW4z9zqqY&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />cool vid. lol.Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-21548045637667279412008-10-07T00:47:00.003+08:002008-10-07T00:55:58.153+08:00ScrewWASSSUP. haven't been blogging since my idiotic 'proper' post, lol. attachment finally over. got a week of breather before school starts and i've to busy myself checking out all the pretty girls that i miss so much.<br /><br />lol. nth much this few mths. been chionging movies with those buggers. hitting the beach tmr, can't wait to tan away all those retardedly weird tan lines i have. lol.<br /><br />gymming is back in full swing. now i needa run more. tried running 2.4 today. disgusting results. i didn't even hit 3 laps. WTFFFFF. i think i shall concentrate more on cardio this sem.<br /><br />errr. f1 photos and attachment photos when i get them. shall do i post with them.<br /><br />secrets are only secrets if you are the only 1 who knows.<br /><br />irritating bastard.Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-36687518401162554102008-09-22T02:04:00.001+08:002008-09-22T02:07:37.621+08:00'Proper Post'LOL, by popular demand i'm here to do a proper post. lol, actually only 1 person really bothered to jack me about it.<br /><br />anyway. work sucks. seriously. 1st time i've got to worry about some stupid presentation that i've no idea how to do. during the holidays no less. crapppyyyyy.<br /><br />alrite done with the proper post.<br /><br />good nite guys. comment more. =DDesmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-34215987985501458642008-08-30T15:43:00.002+08:002008-08-30T15:49:19.839+08:00Week 1<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQsyM81nw2JzLqBmgVJjMx2uK3qCzZcc9fpbx5CbJrU9VI-Skl_1v-pXTwJ0Q772z77iDRgczI455k327d__QF7xM1_M3QMu8ZCOqO9y-gJgzuSomn5PTY_KGo5-qeKOgXmxA3X5eH9Qo/s1600-h/BestFriend+DESEPEKE1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQsyM81nw2JzLqBmgVJjMx2uK3qCzZcc9fpbx5CbJrU9VI-Skl_1v-pXTwJ0Q772z77iDRgczI455k327d__QF7xM1_M3QMu8ZCOqO9y-gJgzuSomn5PTY_KGo5-qeKOgXmxA3X5eH9Qo/s320/BestFriend+DESEPEKE1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5240213749037363506" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_PnCfeECDtz8Mx23SpTJtXedKEl0Il_3QhzBNhV56-tBC_zQh3bnCdvOmvmLGcUiKot7mZrVM7xhiq0b3ppmfcwF4j5yo_tO0ifKh2gfjwNr6uaG35O818bndLjkdMHyvp-BlKLsp_FA/s1600-h/BestFriend+DESEPEKE4.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_PnCfeECDtz8Mx23SpTJtXedKEl0Il_3QhzBNhV56-tBC_zQh3bnCdvOmvmLGcUiKot7mZrVM7xhiq0b3ppmfcwF4j5yo_tO0ifKh2gfjwNr6uaG35O818bndLjkdMHyvp-BlKLsp_FA/s320/BestFriend+DESEPEKE4.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5240213751758342882" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjHpd1mwUdxHtGdBpmlfifB9cwDlCZFTeUnTBVg2ro7clkIaMDDLQsQmXhVKxnzhyLJlXXSNDDwXgbQvnNXb-Ccx0icsZZrn-MeJIyMnC74C9HtDhn4YXzZE0-hSEZ5jENIJKLEnx7oHC8/s1600-h/BestFriend+DESEPEKE2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: 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id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5240213755299955954" border="0" /></a><br />CRAZY PEOPLE, CRAZY ATTACHMENT.<br /><br />i shall do a proper post soon, got some thoughts i need to put to words.<br /><br />lol, the photos are edited by kelyn that's why i appear to have go skin.<br /><br />=DDesmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-82950798425788504312008-08-18T23:32:00.001+08:002008-08-18T23:45:02.347+08:00Wordsbeen looking at people using extremely strong words lately, emotionally charged period of time.<br /><br />2 positive words has less impact as compared to 2 negative words that form a positive thing.<br /><br />anything is possible.<br /><br />nothing is impossible.<br /><br />i'm weird. lol.Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-75369666428236152072008-08-16T15:38:00.002+08:002008-08-16T15:47:00.894+08:00Worth.for all it's worth, i tried my best. i've come to understand it was never meant to be. forget it baby.<br /><br />that's all.<br /><br />back to square 1. but it's a whole new board.<br /><br />lol.Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-80144262920735878052008-08-15T03:26:00.002+08:002008-08-15T03:28:39.418+08:00Working OUTi have 2 desires now.<br /><br />no. 1: I WANT TO KNOW YOU!<br /><br />no. 2:NICE TONE BODY!<br /><br />that's all for today.<br /><br />cardio+gym=hot bod.<br /><br />reduce intake, increase output. that's the way to go.Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-61750246300478058142008-08-11T00:32:00.002+08:002008-08-11T00:35:49.112+08:00White sand.national day, was spent at sentosa!<br /><br />finally got the much desired trip to sentosa. lol. up to my expectations, babes, sun, sand, ball. fun. =D<br /><br />i'm burnt.<br /><br />loving it. i'm gonna try and make it a consistent thing. 1st thing 1st. couple of things on the agenda.<br /><br />1) buy volleyball<br />2) find beach goin khakis(not very hard by my opinion)<br />3) learn how to play beach volleyball properly<br />4) get a body that'll make those beach hunks jealous.<br /><br />that's about it. lol.<br /><br />good times.Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-684910908188038232008-08-07T21:34:00.003+08:002008-08-07T21:46:29.424+08:00Wilting Dreamsalthough this few days my thinking and emotional state seem to have to taken a space shuttle and flew all the way up, i see people around me sink like rocks to the bottom of the sea.<br /><br />it saddens me, damping my spirits slightly. i see couples breaking up all over the place. i see friends in denial of the situation they're in, blaming others instead of looking forward. i see friends feeling so upset and down that they can simply just die of sadness. i see friends become so fustrated with others they are probably tearing hair out their scalps.<br /><br />why? it seems to be a cruel joke of life. never are we all happy or all sad. you'll get people in such low emotional state that even if the happiest thing happened to you, you feel reluctant to share for fear of causing more sadness or just because you know the person won't appreciate that gesture of goodwill.<br /><br />when we are feeling so upset, you see others having the time of their life, you feel so jealous, so upset, so angry that why do others get to enjoy life, while you, of all people, you have to endure such pain and agony.<br /><br />i've been on both sides. i know how it feels.<br /><br />it saddens me. to see such signs.<br /><br />as much as i like to help everyone, i'm powerless in face of such overwhelming odds. i can only advise and guide, let them figure out how they can survive this low point in their life. look forward and walk on, or you'll sink.<br /><br />okay, now that i've got that off my chest, i'm feeling much more enlightened. i know what i should do, or rather what i shouldn't do.<br /><br />i am going to do my best. it is make or break.<br /><br />good luck guys. see you on the other side.<br /><br />smile! have faith!Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-90544845836198111472008-08-06T00:53:00.002+08:002008-08-06T00:59:21.589+08:00Wilsonsomething changed. feeling relaxed and carefree.<br /><br />i still yearn for you, but it's different now. i don't how to explain this feeling, maybe it's the acceptance of what can never be.<br /><br />your smile, i like to know what you're smiling about, i'll probably never find out. lol.<br /><br />but somehow i don't feel troubled or restless by it.<br /><br />quite sure you're still in mind. that much is certain, lol.<br /><br />i'm delirious. feeling lucky.<br /><br />i'll meet you tommorow. i'm quite sure.<br /><br />:D<br /><br />wanrong you're probably the only person who reads lol!<br /><br />hao hao. hao ting music from gy.<br /><br />:DDesmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-33230869797838149002008-08-05T01:31:00.003+08:002008-08-05T01:36:31.226+08:00What makes you Strangersuddenly i have a lot of thoughts that i want to put to words, to type out and see for myself what i am thinking about.<br /><br />cool man.<br /><br />i'm working hard for it, hard enough? i have no idea, but i know i'm going to give my all to get you.<br /><br />:D<br /><br />1st smile in a long time.<br /><br />dark knight is good. heath leadger. the joker.<br /><br />you are the soul of the movie.<br /><br />i can't imagine a sequel without you as joker.<br /><br />good bye and good night joker.Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-73846339954765235422008-08-04T04:25:00.001+08:002008-08-04T04:29:07.115+08:00Wishing upon a Lonely Treeit is now 4.25am, i'm still awake.<br /><br />staring at her name, maybe she'll be aware of me if i stare hard enough.<br /><br />forget it.<br /><br />LOL.<br /><br />i'm losing my sanity.<br /><br />good.Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-68903922312051563902008-08-02T16:34:00.004+08:002008-08-02T16:45:34.716+08:00Why?sometimes, life is cruel thing. letting me meet someone i desire yet putting her out of my reach. it's killing me, eating away me from the inside, the feeling of knowing it's impossible and yet i simply cannot get her out of my head.<br /><br />why did i have to meet you? i wonder, if i hadn't met you, i probably will be a much happier and carefree person. but just because you came into existence, i simply cannot ignore your presence, not when i know, i just know, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">i've</span> met the right one.<br /><br />why? i ask. why can't i just walk up to you and express how i feel? i do not know, maybe cause <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">i'm</span> too cowardly for my own good? maybe i simply know that <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">i'm</span> not even close to being considered something special to you. but to me, you'll always be the one that captured my heart, without saying a single word, without a single glance at me. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">i'm</span> besotted with you.<br /><br />and guess what? you probably have no idea.<br /><br />irony of life.<br /><br />dream on.Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2468098733347995756.post-46494465283166900892008-08-01T19:05:00.000+08:002008-08-01T19:06:20.072+08:00When the Sun Sets.evenings are simply not the time for me, like the clock, my energy and emotional level is at the lowest level. i'm crazy.Desmondhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03868583263077831033noreply@blogger.com0