although this few days my thinking and emotional state seem to have to taken a space shuttle and flew all the way up, i see people around me sink like rocks to the bottom of the sea.
it saddens me, damping my spirits slightly. i see couples breaking up all over the place. i see friends in denial of the situation they're in, blaming others instead of looking forward. i see friends feeling so upset and down that they can simply just die of sadness. i see friends become so fustrated with others they are probably tearing hair out their scalps.
why? it seems to be a cruel joke of life. never are we all happy or all sad. you'll get people in such low emotional state that even if the happiest thing happened to you, you feel reluctant to share for fear of causing more sadness or just because you know the person won't appreciate that gesture of goodwill.
when we are feeling so upset, you see others having the time of their life, you feel so jealous, so upset, so angry that why do others get to enjoy life, while you, of all people, you have to endure such pain and agony.
i've been on both sides. i know how it feels.
it saddens me. to see such signs.
as much as i like to help everyone, i'm powerless in face of such overwhelming odds. i can only advise and guide, let them figure out how they can survive this low point in their life. look forward and walk on, or you'll sink.
okay, now that i've got that off my chest, i'm feeling much more enlightened. i know what i should do, or rather what i shouldn't do.
i am going to do my best. it is make or break.
good luck guys. see you on the other side.
smile! have faith!
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