Wilson

something changed. feeling relaxed and carefree.

i still yearn for you, but it's different now. i don't how to explain this feeling, maybe it's the acceptance of what can never be.

your smile, i like to know what you're smiling about, i'll probably never find out. lol.

but somehow i don't feel troubled or restless by it.

quite sure you're still in mind. that much is certain, lol.

i'm delirious. feeling lucky.

i'll meet you tommorow. i'm quite sure.

:D

wanrong you're probably the only person who reads lol!

hao hao. hao ting music from gy.

:D

What makes you Stranger

suddenly i have a lot of thoughts that i want to put to words, to type out and see for myself what i am thinking about.

cool man.

i'm working hard for it, hard enough? i have no idea, but i know i'm going to give my all to get you.

:D

1st smile in a long time.

dark knight is good. heath leadger. the joker.

you are the soul of the movie.

i can't imagine a sequel without you as joker.

good bye and good night joker.

Wishing upon a Lonely Tree

it is now 4.25am, i'm still awake.

staring at her name, maybe she'll be aware of me if i stare hard enough.

forget it.

LOL.

i'm losing my sanity.

good.

Why?

sometimes, life is cruel thing. letting me meet someone i desire yet putting her out of my reach. it's killing me, eating away me from the inside, the feeling of knowing it's impossible and yet i simply cannot get her out of my head.

why did i have to meet you? i wonder, if i hadn't met you, i probably will be a much happier and carefree person. but just because you came into existence, i simply cannot ignore your presence, not when i know, i just know, i've met the right one.

why? i ask. why can't i just walk up to you and express how i feel? i do not know, maybe cause i'm too cowardly for my own good? maybe i simply know that i'm not even close to being considered something special to you. but to me, you'll always be the one that captured my heart, without saying a single word, without a single glance at me. i'm besotted with you.

and guess what? you probably have no idea.

irony of life.

dream on.

When the Sun Sets.

evenings are simply not the time for me, like the clock, my energy and emotional level is at the lowest level. i'm crazy.

Hopes

i no longer have any hope for this thing, i shall move on.

no hope no hope. a dream was ultimately just a dream.

lofty dreams nonetheless.

doubt i'll ever meet another.

dream on.

hello.